please talk to me. i'm not asking for much
it's been such a long time since I really lived. I spend all of my life now laying on my bed in the dead of night and crying uncontrollably.
there's not much left for me to do anymore. I'm not really the master of my own destiny if I can't even leave my room. the people i do talk to, i feel next to nothing about. i forgot how to love other people or hate other people
there's so much I want to get done but it's just not possible anymore. i don't really know what makes me aluto anymore if I can't do anything the old aluto used to. I don't know what to do anymore except cry. I can't feel love or affection or anything. I don't know what to do anymore. spend the night with me and fix me please
some nights when im all alone I get really cold and I want a hug
so I asked my brother if he could pretend to give me a hug. So he had a body to hug me with
But it got cold again
So my brother became brothers
When they started feeling they couldn't hug me to keep me warm anymore
Because they were my body
so when I get my body
in the dead of the night under the blanket
It's freezing and lonely and I don't see anyone
i just want to not be cold I want a hug